1998 was year filled with milestones in my
life and my experiences with beloved Mother. In May of 1998 I
celebrated my 90th birthday and what a celebration it was!
About 125 people attended a picnic on the lawn, including Mother
and her son Seth (4 years old at the time). It was a great occasion
with friends and children everywhere. Mother had a wonderful time,
took pictures with many of our friends and told me it was just
the best party ever. So it was a very precious day for me, especially
since Mother gave me a personal birthday blessing. After being
in the Church for 20 years, I felt this was the ice cream on the
cake!
Two months later I developed a blood clot
in my left thigh and had to be rushed to Billings Hospital in
a big plane for immediate surgery. I had no time to think about
danger, yet I wasn't afraid. I had talked to Mother that very
morning and she had assured me that I would be okay. She said
she had looked at Mark's picture and he told her: "It's not time
for Esta yet. She has work to do."
So I went into surgery knowing that Lanello
was right by my side. When I woke up in the hospital I saw my
friend Grace, our minister Carl Showalter and the Ascended Master
Lanelloall holding my hands. Grace and Carl had come and
stayed with me all night because I wasn't even expected to live.
But when I woke up I was very much alive! So alive that after
a little while Grace and Carl decided to leave so that I could
recuperate.
I got along very well and was soon back at
home in Paradise Valley. Every day since then I say a prayer of
gratitude: I am grateful for another chance. I am grateful to
be alive. And I want to thank Mother for her blessings and comfort
too!