At the Freedom ’73 Conference Mother
delivered a dictation from Sanat Kumara, the Ancient of Days.
For some reason I had tuned into Sanat Kumara for weeks before
the start of this conference. He touched me in some special
way and I felt some kind of affinity with him. I actually hummed
his keynote for two weeks (during the hours I was awake) until
the start of this conference.
We went out into the tent for the dictation
of Sanat Kumara and an amazing thing happened. Mother started
taking the dictation and as I looked at her, she seemed to fade
out and a white translucent presence took over and appeared
where she had been standing. It was unmistakably Sanat Kumara.
There was no doubt about it! I’m watching this totally
amazed. All of a sudden Sanat Kumara phases out and suddenly
Mother comes back and starts shouting, “You are disrupting
the force field!”
There was a woman in the front row who had
been giving mudras (hand signs) during the dictation. The ushers
quickly removed the lady from the tent. Mother made her attunement
and once again, she faded out and Sanat Kumara reappeared.
During parts of the dictation I could see
through Sanat Kumara’s eyes. I could see how compassionately
the Masters looked at us. I can remember intimately what he
said: “We are spirit sparks yearning for freedom.”
He said that “If the great law would allow it, the ascended
masters would actually lay down their lives for us.” He
had great strength and there was an enormous force that emanated
from his heart. He had great self-control and overpowering love.
His whole being emanated a great being of self- control. I saw
him for the entire dictation and when it was over Mother reappeared.
I absolutely saw Sanat Kumara! There is no
doubt about it. This was the only time I saw an ascended master.
I attributed it to humming his keynote for two weeks and thus
making attunement with his Presence.
I learned a lot about Mother through this
experience. She is a human being with human flaws who was devoted
to being that chalice for the delivery of the word. In seeing
her up there — shouting at that lady, she seemed determined
to maintain that thread of contact. The most important thing
to her was to reconnect to that master and continue with the
dictation. It was her devotion to God and mankind that provided